soulsearching

It's been way to long since I last wrote. Things in my life are still basically the same. Summer was nice, not as hot as last year. Madison is back in school, grade two. Brooklyn will be three in a few weeks and is getting smarter everyday. Jake is still the same--got his settlement for his finger and wrist, and is glad to have money in the bank.

I'm going to strive to start writing again. I'd like to share more feelings, and not just happenings. It's never been easy for me to show or tell how I feel. I'm one of those who says, when asked, "Oh, I'm fine. Just tired, I guess". Maybe that's why things don't happen for me. I need to tell what I want and demand that I get it. Think it will work? Doubtful.

Today, as my mood indicates, I'm overwhealmed. I've been waiting for a cheque for two months, and have bills piling up all over the place. I don't want to ask Jake for any. I hate to have to hear about it the rest of my natural life.

Anyway, if anyone ever reads this, sign my guestbook, send me a note for anyway to improve my diary.

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i am: My name is Martina. I'm 32, married and the mother of two girls, aged 6 and 2. I live in Canada.

loves:Mexican food, reading, old black and white movies, anything Civil War related, reality tv, Vancouver Canucks Hockey!

hates: Being late, backstabbers, green beans, when my daughers are sick or have hurt feelings

feeling: